Do you know how hard it is to get a still picture of wind? And even then it's not the wind but the effects of the wind. I tried sending little dandelion seeds floating on the wind, but couldn't catch them in the act.
John 3:7-8 7Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. 8The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.
And maybe that is the point. The Holy Spirit is not to be manipulated or figured out by man. Rather we will soar on His Presence, hear His sweet words, and know that God is in us only because HE is the Great I AM. And only on His terms.
And then only by faith.
Ask the Lord to reveal Himself, to come into your heart and make peace between you and Him. And then rejoice as you are born again. Afterward, you may not look different, but I know others will see the change in you.